Wednesday, February 16, 2011

i wish i didn't have parents. all they do is make me cry. why bring me into this world if you are going to make me suffer from all the nonsense between you two?

i wanna move out and stay on my own. but i'm not financially stable to do so. but even so, i know that i will not completely let go because they are my parents.

at this moment, my heart is feeling very sour and tears are rolling down my cheeks as i type this post. how i wish i wouldn't wake up tomorrow morning. how i wish i wouldn't be affected by all their nonsense. how i wish that they will not be around when i open my eyes the next morning.

can someone cry for me?

kIrA began his story @ 21:44

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Sunday, February 13, 2011

yet another week have passed...

felt very angry and pissed off due to some events that happened. i shall not elaborate as i'm trying to let it go. for those who want to know, you may do so by asking me.
went to de-stress by eating good food and buying stuff that i 've wanted for quite some time. it means that i'm actually spending money to de-stress :/
hope that the week to come will be a good one.

some personal feelings and thoughts...
i'm starting to be more fake than i already am. starting to not believe in anything / anyone. no one knows what i'm feeling. they assume from what they see of me and did not care to ask me whether i'm really feeling that way or not. one example would be, some of my friends ask me whether i went to people's house during chinese new year and i just told them no because i did not have friends. i was smiling when i said that and they thought i was really joking when i said that.
i know its not a good sign and i'm aware of my own emotions. but, i have tried very hard to curb my temper and control my emotion. i wonder when will the day come that i will breakdown and do something that cannot be undone.

i'm suffering in silence. and i know that there are people worse off than me.

who can help me???

kIrA began his story @ 20:31

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Thursday, February 03, 2011

hey guys and girls, i've just changed the font color and size of my blog to cater to those of you having difficulty to read my blog. if you have any queries or suggestions, kindly post in the tagboard. thank you :)

kIrA began his story @ 03:42

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Happy Chinese New Year people!!!
Welcome to the year of the Bunnies!!

I'm currently blogging from my cousins house in tampines. Its already 3am in the morning and I myself am wondering why I'm not going to bed yet.
Its already the 21st century and my family and relatives broke off from the tradition of the children having to stay awake on chinese new year eve. LOL!!

anyway, some updates of the things happening in my working place (don't get the wrong idea, I'm talking about National Service :/ )
Exercise Phalanx 11 just finished and we were given 2 days off. I reserved one off day for next time and used up one already. the next upcoming event thats going to happen is the Logistic Audit Branch Inspection a.k.a LAB Inspection. Its basically an inspection by LAB on our stores.

next up, some updates on my life on a personal level.
Many things have been going on in my own family and my mother's side of the family (relatives) as well. It has been going on ever since i came into this world. I'm not exaggerating here. for those interested in the story, please come and ask me. that aside, i'm glad i had a peaceful evening today on CNY eve.
a few days ago, i got a hint from my mum asking me when i'm going to bring a girlfriend home. although she didn't say it out loud and direct, but i'm sure i got her meaning between the lines. I'm 22 this year. many would say that i'm still young. but i feel that i want to settle down earlier. the reason for it is hard for me to put in words. but i'll update soon on that too. for the girls out there, i'm not being desperate here. LOL!! i just have my reasons. a few of you may already know the reasons. for those who don't, if you'll just give me a chance, you will definitely be able to find out more.

alright people, i'm gonna knock out soon. had a bit too much of choya just now plus severe lack of sufficient and uninterrupted rest. haha.

good nite, "wan an", oyasumi nasai.

kIrA began his story @ 03:03

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