Sunday, June 20, 2010

another week has passed since I've started work. nothing much interesting to blog about. everyday was just sleep-wake up-work to me. and the cycle goes on. although nothing much happened through the week, but many things came to my mind. below is a part of my thoughts while i was on a bus yesterday heading towards chinatown to meet my cousin.

(start of thoughts)

"Should I pursue my dreams, or should I pursue a normal life instead? This question kept repeating itself while I was on a bus heading to Chinatown today.

Ever since I started working again on the 10th of June, I feel that I have returned to the workforce. And because I have not worked in quite some time, I can really feel the strain on my health, be it physically, or mentally. Then, questions like "why am I working? What am I working for?" will pop up in my mind. Am I working for the experience? Am I working for the money?? Or am I working, simply just to past time???

My answer was that I am working for the money, after considering my current situation/status. So, there goes my health, down the drain, into the sea :X

As I was on the bus, I saw some of my friends. I called out to them and chatted for awhile before they alighted at their stop. After they left, I saw one of my female friend, holding hands with her boyfriend. As I had chatted with them earlier, I realized that she was leading a simple/normal life like every kid would. Of course, I’m not saying that my life is not simple or normal. But it’s just that she is contented with the way everything is in the current lifestyle.

That’s when the question pops up in my mind. Should I continue to strive towards my dreams/goals? Or should I just pursue a simple lifestyle like my friend by just finish studying, going ns, get a full time job, settle down and get married and enjoy the latter half of my life??

Well, if anyone was given a choice, I think they would say "can I have both?" and I would say the same thing too.

And the obvious answer would be, no! Then I was considering what I would need in order to pursue my dreams.

My dream is to be a boss of a company. But that’s too vague, isn't it? I want to open a studio, cafe and form a band, cut an album. Is that too much to ask for? Maybe that is, because not many people can materialize those dreams, maybe not even one of them in their lifetime, not even saying that I want to accomplish all of them.

So in order to pursue my dreams, I would need a rather large amount of capital, which is exactly why I’m working right now. But somehow, I feel that it’s rather lonely when I think back. People of my age right now are in relationships, going shopping, enjoying life, while I’m thinking of ways to earn more money to do what I want to in the future.

What should I do?"

(end of thoughts)

kIrA began his story @ 15:58

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Monday, June 14, 2010

this weekend pass by really quick for me. because i was running here and there, buying stuff for people and not myself :(

after work ended on saturday morning, i went home to sleep, woke up in the evening and rushed down to suntec to get PC show flyers for my bro coz he's buying a laptop. didn't sleep on saturday night as my body already adapted to the working hours, which was not sleeping from 10pm till 8am.

went down to suntec again on sunday to officially buy my bro's laptop. my cousin went down with me to get her destop *envious* after that, went down to my aunt's house to provide technical consultation to her. did not sleep on sunday night either.

and finally, im tired now. so, good night :D

kIrA began his story @ 08:43

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Friday, June 11, 2010

first day at work was like WAH! to me. at first i thought it would be damn tiring. but in the end, i got more time to rest there. okok, i'll describe.

the place i'm working at is Mentor Media, and working as a store assistant. basically, my job is to tie/wrap HP products (printers, monitors, CPUs, etc..) that were on wooden pellets (platforms). sounds tiring right? but they come in batches, so whenever i'm done with my work, i can take the time to rest/slack till the next batch comes.

so, imagine 1 batch of 7 pellets, with 8 to 12 other people working with me as a team. we can finish the job in about half an hour, and the next batch comes around half an hour later!!

so my time line was like, 10.30pm start work, i learn the basics till 12am. then had break till 1am. work till 2am, and break till 3am, work till 3.30am, break till 3.55am. work till 4.40am, break till 5am, work till 5.35am, break till 6.15am. work till 6.45am, break till 7.05am, work till 7.20am and break till 8am and end of work!! WTF right!?

so basically, the work here is like u "chiong" for short term then can break, and the logic is "the faster u finish the job, the more time u have to rest" and its like, i work 10 hours for $50 a night. but around half the time there is for me to rest. but from what i heard from the full time people there, last night was one of the average nights. if really more stocks came in, then won't get to rest so much. so fun and cool. wonder whether tonight will be another night for slacking :D for those who sleep late can chat with me on sms, kay?

kIrA began his story @ 17:12

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Saturday, June 05, 2010

my body is so torn up. have injuries from my shoulder all the way down to my feet. main injured parts are my shoulder, ankle and heel. haiz. feel so fragile. well, life is fragile anyway.

went with my friend to arcade that day. decided to buy a new tapz card and e-amusement card after so long. i used to have it. but i lost it quite some time ago. wonder what made me decide to buy them again...

i received my enlistment letter for national service yesterday. going in to pulau tekong for 9 week modified basic military training on 10th november. sucks like hell because its exactly 1 week before my birthday. what to do..

kIrA began his story @ 16:36

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