Sunday, January 23, 2011

i saw this somewhere but i cant rememberwhere. some text are edited like names and etc.

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ppl call me david. I have lived for 21 years and counting and I'm living through a lot of heartbroken feelings/memories and pain in my life.

everyday which i have spent, is making me lose my way and direction. The bruises i carry never seems to heal, my mind is dark and no one else seems to understand or even want to help. As always, i will be alone in this world, fighting my dark thoughts by myself.

i used to let people in, now i don't even bother to try, having been hurt so many times in the past. i don't trust in relationship anymore. But i REALLY do wanna trust someone. No matter if i see anyone or not, deep down, I'm waiting for someone to come & set me free and teach me where to find my way/direction, and i just want to be happy.

as this song is sung like this...
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you... I am afraid

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i feel that this really is what my heart wants to say which i didnt say out all this while. hope to see someone come by someday to set me free............

kIrA began his story @ 04:25

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hello, i'm back for some blogging.

currently in mandai camp 1 slogging my days in NS as a supply assistant for general equipment A.K.A. storeman. i'm not complaining as i have enjoyed my block leave after BMT so i think its fair to work hard now :)

not thinking about the future recently as it seems quite impossible. but its not that i have given up on it. just putting that idea aside for now. also feeling very tired nowadays. hope for the best though.

since im working 8am to 5pm, i guess i'll be going back for some badminton after work. although i'll be damn tired, but at least i can release some stress there.

still feeling lonely even after being so busy everyday ;/

kIrA began his story @ 04:16

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Saturday, January 01, 2011

its been 8 weeks since i enlisted for national service. so sorry to those who visited my blog for not updating.

quite a few things have happened ever since i enlisted. my emotions also went from up in the sky till down in the valley. a few holidays also passed, like hari raya haji, christmas, and new year which is today. i did enjoy my book out days with friends. and i also want to thank those who were with me when i was feeling down.

once again, i'm facing the same old question again. why i can help others but not myself? it's always the case ever since the day i've been helping others. sick and tired of myself, of others, of this world, of everything!! i agree to the saying that it's really not good to know too much. the more you know, the more dangerous you are. sigh.

no mood to continue blogging. sorry guys, and girls. till next time. jaa

kIrA began his story @ 17:15

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david ~ kira ~ xiiao vid ~ chino
17 Nov 1989
scorpio/libra(new zodiac system)

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