Saturday, September 25, 2010
its been such a long time since i cried while watching a show. i just watched a japanese movie 《为己而生》. it has japanese dialogue with chinese subtitles. and i really cried throughout the show.
the show is about a guy "hikaru" who sees himself as a girl. he didn't let the people around him know that he was a guy and no one could really tell as he was dressed as a girl. there are also a few others like him in the show,of which, only 1 of them "kasumi rin" went through the operation to become a real girl(physically). in the end, hikaru persuaded his family to allow him to pursue his own way of living, including going through with the operation to change his sex.
the reason i cried mainly is because i feel that he is courageous in a sense that he is able to go through the process of having others acknowledge his way of thinking, even though its tough.
i personally and honestly don't possess such courage to do so.
i would recommend those who are more emotionally attached to watch this show on PPS, although you may need some tissue paper, but i feel that its worth it.
personal rating for content: 3 / 5
personal rating for overall: 4 / 5 *** ***
《为己而生》剧情简介
生理和心理的性别在一出身就已经不同。这部日剧是描写1名生来具有男性肉体而内心却是女性的“女子大生”的辛苦经历。被医生诊断为性别障碍的主人公决定了要做变性手术，可是主人公的父亲因打算让儿子继承家业而大为反对。另外，在主人公的周围发生的一连串的事件和家族内亲人意见的不合，使家庭陷入了大混乱之中。
最终，主人公决定要“为己而生”的愿望是否会实现呢？这是描述了至今为止受到偏见和差别的性别障碍人们的写实派戏剧。
the show is about a guy "hikaru" who sees himself as a girl. he didn't let the people around him know that he was a guy and no one could really tell as he was dressed as a girl. there are also a few others like him in the show,of which, only 1 of them "kasumi rin" went through the operation to become a real girl(physically). in the end, hikaru persuaded his family to allow him to pursue his own way of living, including going through with the operation to change his sex.
the reason i cried mainly is because i feel that he is courageous in a sense that he is able to go through the process of having others acknowledge his way of thinking, even though its tough.
i personally and honestly don't possess such courage to do so.
i would recommend those who are more emotionally attached to watch this show on PPS, although you may need some tissue paper, but i feel that its worth it.
personal rating for content: 3 / 5
《为己而生》剧情简介
生理和心理的性别在一出身就已经不同。这部日剧是描写1名生来具有男性肉体而内心却是女性的“女子大生”的辛苦经历。被医生诊断为性别障碍的主人公决定了要做变性手术，可是主人公的父亲因打算让儿子继承家业而大为反对。另外，在主人公的周围发生的一连串的事件和家族内亲人意见的不合，使家庭陷入了大混乱之中。
最终，主人公决定要“为己而生”的愿望是否会实现呢？这是描述了至今为止受到偏见和差别的性别障碍人们的写实派戏剧。
kIrA began his story @ 06:02
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Friday, September 17, 2010
its halfway through september already. recently busy with helping my cousin to set up her business. also trying to help her create her portfolio as she is a photographer.
a little less than 2 months time left till i enlist for national service. although i don't feel any excitement about going in, but i still can't wait for it because it's still better than having nothing to do at all.
having mood swings more often lately. reason unknown. but am having trouble communicating with others because of it.
some thoughts to share...
i feel that after so long, i'm still locked up in my own world. i always hear my friends telling me not to think too much. but sometimes, i can't really control what i think about. and, how much is too much?
i keep convincing myself that maybe i experienced too much for my age already. but others say otherwise. and i think that's when i feel that i have trouble communicating with others. maybe it's because i can't adapt to the conversation level. or maybe it's because i'm just not willing to. i don't know. but because of this, i am not willing to go out, or go to events.
i always live in a state of confusion. and whenever i'm in a clear state of mind, i tend to think about the negatives. it's a good thing when you are going to do business or planning. but it's not good to ALWAYS think about the negatives only, right? it's also something i can't control.
i wish that there was an external force to bring me out. wish someone could unlock my world. wish that someone would know me, try to understand me. i wish that friends would not be friends who only contact when needed but also contact when not needed. i guess that saying that it's human nature doesn't help much, but it really is.
help me, anyone?
a little less than 2 months time left till i enlist for national service. although i don't feel any excitement about going in, but i still can't wait for it because it's still better than having nothing to do at all.
having mood swings more often lately. reason unknown. but am having trouble communicating with others because of it.
i feel that after so long, i'm still locked up in my own world. i always hear my friends telling me not to think too much. but sometimes, i can't really control what i think about. and, how much is too much?
i keep convincing myself that maybe i experienced too much for my age already. but others say otherwise. and i think that's when i feel that i have trouble communicating with others. maybe it's because i can't adapt to the conversation level. or maybe it's because i'm just not willing to. i don't know. but because of this, i am not willing to go out, or go to events.
i always live in a state of confusion. and whenever i'm in a clear state of mind, i tend to think about the negatives. it's a good thing when you are going to do business or planning. but it's not good to ALWAYS think about the negatives only, right? it's also something i can't control.
i wish that there was an external force to bring me out. wish someone could unlock my world. wish that someone would know me, try to understand me. i wish that friends would not be friends who only contact when needed but also contact when not needed. i guess that saying that it's human nature doesn't help much, but it really is.
help me, anyone?
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