Monday, August 09, 2010

its national day already. and i'm working on the night of national day. have been slogging my days at work, and before i knew it, its already the month of august. i should be quitting my job at around the end of august or mid september, if it all goes well.

i always have quite abit of free time during work, so many a time thoughts will run through my mind. even though i have already thought about it before, but im still thinking about it again. OMG!! what am i thinking???

a lot of things i want to do, to accomplish, but yet undone, unable to materialize them yet. what should i do??

if possible, i just want to bury myself in my own world, never ever will i open up to anyone. but can i really do that?? reality is always cruel. :(

or maybe i can just bury myself in music? though i have been doing that. *sigh* the things that revolve around me: music, badminton, work, sleep, food. nothing else.

suddenly remembered something that bernice said when i commented about her latest self-composed music, "why i always like slow/emo songs?" haha. well, my answer would be, if you were in my shoes, you wouldn't be happy about it. not because that the shoe size is too big, but rather the condition/situation thats the problem.

*sigh again* was just chatting with my cousin on msn and i asked her, "whats the definition of a close friend. her answer was, "close friends are ppl who will support u no matter wat..... ppl who can talk abt anything under the sun.... ppl who u can share ur opinion on..... ppl who u can talk more indepth topics like life etc..." but my answer is much more simpler but yet the opposite. my answer is, "close friends are those that truly understands you." but then, another question pops up. whats the difference between close friends and best friends?

no wonder i keep hearing my friends telling me not to think too much.

back to the topic with bernice, i remember u saying that you don't know/understand me very well. well, who does? im a rather emotional guy, yet logical in a sense. sometimes when i hear a happy song, i will cry, and sometimes when i hear a sad song, it may not be sad to me. haha. weird right?

i feel that being emotional is not such a bad thing. although my friends will keep asking me to not be emotional.

a phrase came to my mind. "its all about levels" haha. guess who i heard it from? russell peters. and its true to a certain extent. all this while, im seeking someone who understands me. but, easier said than done. i have many friends. but none who understands me. i know some friends will say they understand me after i say that no one understands me. but, as i have said. its all about levels.

think about it. do you have someone who truly understands you?

kIrA began his story @ 01:10

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24 july 2010 - saturday 3.07pm

i just came home from eating with my cousin at lot 1, choa chu kang. We had lunch at pastamania and had dessert at mof-japanese sweets.

then, when i was at the carpark of my block, i saw the back of a pretty girl walking towards the lift to my block. At that time, i was already thinking which floor she stayed at. We then went into the lift together and i chance upon the face of a cute, pretty girl. She should be in her teens, probably studying in a polytechnic becausw i saw books in her bag. And judging from her looks and clothing, yes, she must be studying at some polytechnic.

she then pressed the button to the fifth floor when i was still admiring her looks. So, embarrassedly, i pressed the button to the eighth floor. we then went our own way home.

Wonder if i'll ever meet her again.........

kIrA began his story @ 00:56

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