Sunday, June 20, 2010

another week has passed since I've started work. nothing much interesting to blog about. everyday was just sleep-wake up-work to me. and the cycle goes on. although nothing much happened through the week, but many things came to my mind. below is a part of my thoughts while i was on a bus yesterday heading towards chinatown to meet my cousin.

(start of thoughts)

"Should I pursue my dreams, or should I pursue a normal life instead? This question kept repeating itself while I was on a bus heading to Chinatown today.

Ever since I started working again on the 10th of June, I feel that I have returned to the workforce. And because I have not worked in quite some time, I can really feel the strain on my health, be it physically, or mentally. Then, questions like "why am I working? What am I working for?" will pop up in my mind. Am I working for the experience? Am I working for the money?? Or am I working, simply just to past time???

My answer was that I am working for the money, after considering my current situation/status. So, there goes my health, down the drain, into the sea :X

As I was on the bus, I saw some of my friends. I called out to them and chatted for awhile before they alighted at their stop. After they left, I saw one of my female friend, holding hands with her boyfriend. As I had chatted with them earlier, I realized that she was leading a simple/normal life like every kid would. Of course, I’m not saying that my life is not simple or normal. But it’s just that she is contented with the way everything is in the current lifestyle.

That’s when the question pops up in my mind. Should I continue to strive towards my dreams/goals? Or should I just pursue a simple lifestyle like my friend by just finish studying, going ns, get a full time job, settle down and get married and enjoy the latter half of my life??

Well, if anyone was given a choice, I think they would say "can I have both?" and I would say the same thing too.

And the obvious answer would be, no! Then I was considering what I would need in order to pursue my dreams.

My dream is to be a boss of a company. But that’s too vague, isn't it? I want to open a studio, cafe and form a band, cut an album. Is that too much to ask for? Maybe that is, because not many people can materialize those dreams, maybe not even one of them in their lifetime, not even saying that I want to accomplish all of them.

So in order to pursue my dreams, I would need a rather large amount of capital, which is exactly why I’m working right now. But somehow, I feel that it’s rather lonely when I think back. People of my age right now are in relationships, going shopping, enjoying life, while I’m thinking of ways to earn more money to do what I want to in the future.

What should I do?"

(end of thoughts)

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